Last Day in L.A.

Being here has taught me some things about myself, life, relationships, women, my career, people's character, and has had me question whether or not I want to move here. And the answer is yes. Sure it's only been two and a half weeks, and sure there are people here that are not in the best moral standing, sure I will have to "start over," sure kevINda will have to make some adjustments, and sure I'm drunk, but I think it's the best thing to do. (I'm not really drunk.)

The weather is ridiculous here and so are the ladies . . . and by ridiculous I mean beautiful . . . weather and women are not the reasons to move out here. And if you know me which most of you do not I am not the kind of guy who let's women influence my decisions . . . Inda and my mom are the exceptions. I have a lot of friends out here, more than I thought. A LOT of Chicago people, it's crazy. Lots of good people. that was a big influence.

Tonight I may go see a free screening of a movie that I would not pay to see . . . I think I am becoming elitist. Wow. Me? That's wierd. The first step is knowing you have the problem. It's really just frustration and not so much elitist-ness. What ever I need to tell my self right? I'll work on it. Actions speak louder than words, so I will show that I am superior rather than say it. Ah, I feel better already. Problem solved.

- Kevin